I just deleted a whole blog I had written because it was just me complaining and my husband and I did not think it was appropriate. So now I will write a new blog.
Topic: Random thoughts as they flow through my tired brain.
I am sitting on the couch next to my husband as he plays his video game with his brothers. His brothers are not here, they are talking over a head set connected by the internet. I usually do not mind him playing because they only time he plays is when his brothers are on, it gives them a chance to unwind and stay connected. At times though it does drive me a little nuts, like when I am trying to talk to him and he is talking to his brothers so he is not totally focused on me, but I guess I just need to learn how to share him. It's about time, we have almost been married a year. I know it's not a long time and it really doesn't feel like a long time at all, but that is what makes it so hard to believe it has almost been a year. A year ago today...what was I doing????......I am not sure exactly what I was doing to the day, but around the same time I was getting ready for finals, planning a wedding, working full time, trying to still spend time with my husband-to-be, and keep from going insane. I was so scared to get married but I knew it was the right thing. Even during the wedding ceremony I was still kinda questioning what I was doing. It wasn't until a few days AFTER we were married that I decided I had made a good choice. Haha! Has anyone else ever felt that way? Maybe it was due to us only dating for two months before getting engaged and only being engaged for six WEEKS before getting married. We only knew each other for just over three months before we got married. So Crazy.
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